December 2008
152 posts
columbus, ohio is my least favorite place in the...
(via kaylawicker)
it is super lame right now.
if you are looking for new years stuff. bourbon street has a good show. that’s all i got! or you can check out the message board at Donewaiting
i am still at work...
it is almost 3:30am
we were done at 7pm
i was talking to a friend online about cleaning. how if i put my mind to it i could rival his super neat-freak cleaning. even thou my house is so cluttered and messing i wont let anyone come over. but work it has to be clean
so i have done about 2 months of work with in that time frame.
i’m not sleepy. which scares me. but i did pull my back again,...
totally can't breathe
cardinalcave:
i am doing the trick “deep breaths inhale through the nose- hold- deep exhale out through the mouth-“
still
i don’t know what is sick and what is worry. maybe this is all a head-trip. i need to meditate.
pain is easily reversed- i need to get some perspective on this - it is grueling- i am in “the shit” in the dark hours of withdraw- on the dark side of the moment- in the...
Doc Humes →
here is where i would like to start
i was interested in reading biography’s and his works. but forgot somewhere between 17 and 27. watching this film on PBS the other night reminded me of his wording patterns i loved so much. of the flowing wavy ideas.
over all…. of his absolute madness, that unfortunately helped ruin him but also made him the magnet he was.
so we will see
....paper cuts are nothing like shattered...
i decided i need to leave dating behind me.
i am far too devastated over the last man, the Muppet. i was/am kind of seeing some one (who will hate reading this)…. every time i slept next to him i would dream of the Muppet. they would be the most wonderful dreams, everything was so perfect and warm. when i would wake up… my heart just sank because he wasn’t next to me. it was...
still in the game DAY TWO
cardinalcave:
shit.
my head hurts sooooo f’n bad.
I am coughing up really something terrible
arms hurt
passing out in and out of deep sleep ( srsly- prob from the sick)
and
i really really miss someone.
All in all
Id say second inning non smoking is SMOKING 0- RYAN 1 1/2 DAYS yay/
bck to the pain lab now.
ah man
i gotta jump back in… i gave up after a day or two. they say...
I found white-out in my desk drawer and now I...
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then you would really love Odorous House Ants!! they smell like white out when you smash them. they also love to live in the walls of brick buildings and are nearly impossible to get rid of.
is it odd that i know so much about these ants??? kind of had to school the exterminator a few years back. he kept treating the wrong type of ants. hrm…. weird.
dashboard page #400....
OK. i have been sick and not on tumblr (read: no inter-webs at homestead) for the last few days. i kind of jokingly tossed in page 200 as my dashboard destination. kept looking for some familiar blog entry …. nope nothing. ended up increasing the number by 10, until i hit 402.
i give up.
seriously TUMBLR… can we fix the dashboard?? maybe navigate the dashboard by day or just give...
Dear Sparks, Miss U: A Eulogy By HIPSTER RUNOFF →
hipsterrunoff:
Today, my email inbox crashed. Hundreds of people emailed me with terrible, horrible news. My inbox didn’t ‘crash’ in a traditional sense. I just don’t think any thing or any one was built to…
i feel like i should post an update
melanyouth:
So many people kindly offered their thoughts yesterday when I posted about an out of state friend who called out of the blue and said he was going to kill himself. It was really nice to have all the support and and suggestions and I appreciate everyone who took the time to respond.
I talked to him last night for two hours, and though at one point he noted that I was just saying all...
SAVE.org →
melanyouth
helpful page about suicide prevention. didn’t know if you noticed my link earlier.
a friend just called
melanyouth:
from Colorado. I haven’t talked to him in at least a year. We talked for about half an hour before he told me he intends to kill himself tonight.
I told him it was shitty to do that to people who care about him a week before Christmas
and
That killing yourself because your girlfriend left you is just stupid
and
That it was weird that he waited 1/2 hour to mention it
also
he...
How to tell if a girl loves you. →
”If she loves you, if she really loves you, you’ll know it. If you can wake up to her staring at you and it’s not even mildly creepy, if you catch her smelling the shoulder of the hooded sweatshirt you lent her for an autumn walk at the beach, and not for B.O., if she makes you a pancake in the shape of a shark, if she calls you drunkenly at four in the morning “to talk,” if she laughs at your...
“No one has ever stayed long who did not come altogether willingly in the first...”
– (via melanyouth)
“I’m sorry about the phone call, and needing you. Some decisions you don’t make.”
– Bright Eyes (via finallyseeing) (via jannephotography) (via wildephotog) (via justalittlefaith)
Clearly i love National Geographic...
this took my breath away. i mean really i gasped…
“ At 26 feet (8 meters) long, it is believed to be the largest squid ever captured.”
think about that for a minute: 26 feet…maybe you will have the same reaction. reminds me of when my dad told me how big polar bears really are. i was in grade school. simply fascinating, was so curious my thirst for knowledge and...
i love squids...... but this creeps me out. →
new species found in greater Mekong region....... →
ye olden veggie oil running van (on ebay) →
former pal of mine selling his touring van. thought i would help out by posting up here. not that it will help but it could.
i’m nice even when i am shunned. sad sad.
Tsk, Tsk, Tsk. You Kids is Sick, Sick, Sick......
to all the insensitive, ungrateful and jealous little DRA fans:
thanks a lot!
you took a really wonderful and rare experience and turned it to shit
hope you are all so very, very happy
i CLEARLY am not.
we don’t own the celebrity we admire!
he didn’t owe you shit. she didn’t owe you shit
congrats for picking on a pair of strangers
maybe one day you will grow up and figure...
