everyone is yelling at me today. every single thing i have done is a mess. i just want to give up and wait for tomorrow. of course i can’t do this. i never really get to do what i want anyway. i was happy 2 days ago. giggling over completely ridiculous crushes, there isn’t much of a chance for that to work out. by today i am almost depressed about it. maybe i’m too old for these things. i know better. i have no idea what i was thinking letting myself giggle over adorable things.
oh well. back to the empty heart happy hour life i was living
